Archive for the Love Category

Misfit

Posted in Confusion, Humility, Love, Relationships, Sex on December 25, 2007 by amandajwest

Your words say
That you don’t want to love me.

But your actions betray,
And I feel misplaced today.
I know that you don’t see Read more »

Perfect Improbability

Posted in Love, Relationships, Wisdom with tags , on December 11, 2007 by amandajwest

I may have met you somewhere before

&

It is quite probable =

This equation will not equate to anything more. Read more »

The Hotel

Posted in Adultry, Love, Relationships, Sex with tags , , on December 6, 2007 by amandajwest

“Hotel rooms inhabit a separate moral universe,”

-Tom Stoppard from his play “Night and Day”

In the early hours of the rainy morning,
I gaze out a picture window ruled with an iron gate,
Attired with large glass panes and gold satin sashes
That frame the window like a theatrical stage. Read more »

The Desert

Posted in Adolescence, Humility, Love, Sex with tags , , on December 5, 2007 by amandajwest

The desert is no place for a woman.

Vacant and dry, like between her grandmother’s varicose legs,
I wandered for years until I saw the sweltering oasis of my own mind.
Like a magician, I pull the rabbit from my black top hat and I laugh….. Read more »

The Cross I Bear

Posted in Humility, Love, Relationships, Sex with tags , , on December 5, 2007 by amandajwest

Make me a martyr.
Mar me, scar me with your lips cracked from your experience
I would have rather not known. Read more »

And He Said…

Posted in Humility, Love, Relationships with tags , , on December 4, 2007 by amandajwest

“She wrapped around me like a blanket,
My life’s worth was unfolding in her eyes.
Her hot breath was an accordion upon my ear,
Billowing and heaving sensations of whispers
I had never heard before. Read more »

Bruises

Posted in Love with tags , , , , , , on December 3, 2007 by amandajwest

The smeared lipstick is still on his torn handkerchief.
Thick remnants of scarlet wax embroidered into the fine weave,
Soiling the cotton memento. Read more »

Desirable Candidate

Posted in Love, Relationships with tags , , , , on December 3, 2007 by amandajwest

I went to your bank this morning.
I begged a man in a suit for an application.

And he handed me a pen with red ink,
That started the tiresome process
Of your loan to me. Read more »

One Foot in the Grave

Posted in Love, Substance Abuse with tags , , , , on December 3, 2007 by amandajwest

Off balance…
Off Kilter…

Teetering,
Spiraling,

Out of Control.

Perfect Situation, Read more »